Mediocrity is in the Genes, maybe.

I know how conditioning factors would affect ones own decissions in life so when those conditions are passed on by parents it simply augment the genetic psicological make-up.
When we open that door, the one with the sign "Mediocrity Welcome" maybe "Mediocrity Accepted" and finally "Mediocrity tolerated" because we can not longer distinguish the clear differences between Excellence and Ordinary.
If there is one thing that we can try on regular bases is perseverance, understand that there is a finish land that we can not move as we feel, so diferently every day.
It is very hard to feel the full extent of "we can do so much more" and the factual result of what we actually do. Like having all these expectations of oneself before an empty canvas, then grab a brush and ruin it so quickly that even trying was a mistake.
Today's Entry is one of dissapoinment with my own expectations and even worst, my motivations. when I was expecting someone other than me to do more, to do better and to feel the urge to continue until what we can produce on that empty canvas was at least worth the time and intentions. Posibilities will rest in the peace of the current personal contentment, sit back relax and get pay the expectator's ticket.

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