Generic rythms

Two weeks in and I am already burning out?
It is probably the end of a stressing week with lots of social interaction and misunderstandings.
I hate it when I get like this. Not even a couple of cans of Red Bull were able to jump start my evening, so I cruised along and like always, I can not give it up and go to bed, nope...I have to endure it, wait for the chance that my soul might return.
I need to explain my three states of being.
1- Energized by a blissful optimistic expectation
2- Strung like a piano wire because I can't act on immediate solutions to problems
3- Zombified.
Although state 2 sounds problematic, state 3 is more terrible in its capacity to bring out the irreverent cynic in me. State 3 doesn't have the energy to produce any change, so the change is usually brought by external events or by the "magic click" not the old electric kitchen lighter.
The magic click is around the tree.
"The magik click" is a thing of wonder, a ring of fire. I forgot what the magic click was.